Ever feel that feeling of being wasted? Like noone needs you? I mean it is just a feeling ryt? People do need you..but dey wont say dey need u until u are gone. ryt? i mean, i do need all of u in my life. Especially d people i feel cmfrtable with to express my feelings to dem.. Yeah, i need those ppl and i knw u knw who u are.

Evry1 want to love..and to be love. Nothing in dis life will work on its own. evrythng needs smthng to work with. Especialy a couple,yes? F der s only 1 person who s in love and d partnes s not, dats just a waste of time. F der s ego in a rlationship, it jst wont work. I mean cna bleh some couple/partner atu snggup tgal kn d other partner atu kn? I mean, how? I need to knw how bcause i cant do dat. Walaupun tah sminggu tu nda bckap/txt, mcm nda ingau or lupa yg drang ada couple..how s dat?? Dont tel me dat "i have a life u knw" or "busy~" or "manada lupa" i've tried tu w my ex, aku nda dpt tu lyk tgalkn kjp..tpi ea dpt. Cna kn tu? Tau2 bz sama urg lain.. *oh yeah, ive been here..* nda kna txt apa, tau2 jln sma urg lain ya haha. No its nt funny plang, yg cali nya aku ikut smua kmahuan nya tu apa. i just dnt want history repeating itself. NO I DONT WANT DAT. dats why i kinda doubt evry1 and having a hard time trusting dis "girlfriend type people" haha.

Ah yes, now i am in a relationship. If you are reading dis sayangku, its nt about you. Nt all of it :p. hahaha. you are amazing tho.. :). i am trying to trust you and nt doubting evrything u say..at least u cn appreciate me dat i am with u ryt nw...it is hard for me to fall in love again and start a relationship. Yes i had a good,worst past rlationship dulu..so yeah, kinda scared. Even ryt now and after i pushed d publish button.....